Wednesday, January 25, 2012

The Bombing Raid

Trent McStuart’s mind continued to wander, and he thought back to his early childhood and his family’s home in Enfield, England, a suburb just outside of London proper.  It was a modest brick home with a large bay window overlooking a small neatly trimmed yard. There was a garden tucked out back where an apple, peach and pear tree grew.  Lily of the Valley surrounded the apple tree and Trent recalled the delightful smell of the blossoms at the onset of spring. During the summer months, his mother would open the French doors to the garden revealing a small stone patio that led out to a finely manicured lawn.  Trent would spend hours playing in the yard and he could remember the fresh feel of cool spring grass on his shoeless feet.   
As a toddler, Trent began many of his mornings with a soft-boiled egg sitting proudly in a shiny porcelain egg cup shaped like a cockerel.  He recalled his mother cutting perfectly shaped “bread fingers” for him to dip in the warm boiled egg.  Trent smiled to himself as he thought back on those days and he could almost smell the aroma of his mum’s shepherd’s pie on Saturday afternoon.  He could picture the dining room set for Sunday dinner; the McStuart’s best English china and finest lace cloth draped over the large oval table.  He remembered how each Sunday after church his aunts and uncles would arrive to feast on roast beef and Yorkshire pudding as they chatted away the afternoon.  What wonderful, carefree days they were.
Those carefree days were not to last, however, and Trent’s mind wandered back to the early days of World War II.  His most vivid memory was that of the blackouts and the Anderson shelter that was buried in his backyard.  He could distinctly recall how his parents and their neighbors would run about with flashlights, the lenses covered by their hands so the German bombers could not detect the light from the sky.  He would never forget the skeletal shape of their hands or the blood running through the veins of their fingers as the flashlight glowed beneath them.  Yes, the blood, he could definitely remember the blood.
Trent’s father, Thomas “Tiggy” McStuart, had a great distaste for the Anderson bunker and was always reluctant to take shelter from the bombing raids–as if by doing so he in some way gave power to the Nazi forces.  Given that, on the rare occasions when his father was at home, Trent always slept in his own room on the second floor of the house.  But there was one instance when his mother insisted they all sleep in the shelter.  After a rather heated debate, the McStuarts compromised. Trent would stay on the sofa downstairs in the living room and his parents would sleep in their bedroom upstairs.  His father had pulled the sofa away from the bay window, pushing it securely against the wall on the other side of the room to keep him from falling out.
The air raid was severe that night. Trent remembered being awakened by sirens and the constant sound of anti-aircraft fire. He wasn’t afraid, but instead recalled a feeling of excitement because he knew his father would soon come to pick him up out of his makeshift bed.  He would take him to the master bedroom where Trent would climb into his parent’s giant feather bed and listen to his mother and father talk about the different types of aircraft and armaments they’d heard that evening.  His father could identify every aircraft as it flew overhead, and amazingly he could tell whether it was German or British simply by the sound of its engines. The whole experience was like that of a fantastic thunderstorm, frightening and awe-inspiring all at the same time.
This particular night, German casualties had been high as the British night fighters chased the bombers off their targets, away from London’s East India docks.  As the Germans made their way back through the night sky, many half-filled with unused explosives due to the British interception, they were unable to identify additional targets as a result of the city-wide blackout. The German pilots could only see remnants of the anti-aircraft flashes from the ground below, and in their haste to unload, they let their bombs drop over the only targets they could distinguish.  As a result, the very anti-aircraft batteries that had been placed amongst the civilian population to protect them would on this night serve to do just the opposite.  
Feeling uneasy about the thunderous blasts that seemed to be coming closer and closer, Trent was about to call to his father when the world suddenly came down around him.  His ears popped as a deafening noise–a roaring sound, followed by the impact of a hundred freight trains–hit the house all at once.  He couldn’t see, he couldn’t hear, he couldn’t breathe.  It felt as if someone had jumped atop him in his bed. Trent tried to move his arms and legs to no avail.  He eventually managed to steal a breath, but the smoke and debris that filled his lungs only made his desperate struggle for air more difficult.  Then in a moment, all was silent. Terrified, he lay in the dark, quiet stillness for what seemed an eternity before hearing the slight murmur of muffled voices.  The murmur quickly turned into chatter that soon erupted into frantic yelling and screaming. He could hear his mother cursing and the knot in his stomach grew larger as he listened to her uncharacteristic words.  He had never heard his mother use the Lord’s name in vain before, nor would he ever again after that night.         
“God damn it, Tiggy!  Put something on your feet!  You’ll never make it over to him!” Nina McStuart was frantically calling out. 
Trent could hear the continual commotion, but had no idea what was happening.   Directly above his head he heard glass shattering and moments later he felt a hand touch his face. 
“I’ve found him Nina, I’ve found him!”  His father’s trembling voice called out.  Trent could feel the debris being cleared from his face and he was suddenly able to breathe again. He heard his mother whimper from above, “Is he all right Thomas?” 
“He seems okay, Nina!” Tiggy half shouted, his adrenaline taking charge. “He appears to be just fine!”  Trent’s father carefully picked him up and in the darkness Trent could see a dim light.  It was a man’s hand covering the top of a flashlight, the familiar red glow of the light running through his fingers.  It would become a vision that would be etched in his mind forever. The man holding the light was wearing dark blue overalls and a metal helmet with letters on it.
“Bring him back over here Tiggy so we can get a better look at him.” The warden did his best to appear calm, but Trent could see that his hands were visibly shaking. Tiggy followed the warden toward the hallway to the bottom of the stairs.  As they passed by the front entryway, Trent could see the front door of the house was missing.  He looked to the right and saw the kitchen door was also gone.  There was nothing else– just a gaping hole through center of the house.  He peered over at his makeshift sofa bed, now in shreds under a pile of glass and rubble. The entire bay window had blown across the room into the wall, burying him in its debris. 
Trent’s father and the warden gently placed Trent on one of the steps and when the flashlight shone on his little body his mother let out a gasp that frightened him more than the sight of his own shattered home.  He looked to his father for strength, but heard only his quiet murmur. “Oh, dear God, he’s covered in blood.”
The warden placed his hand on Tiggy McStuart’s shoulder. “Just take it easy, Tig.” 
“Take it easy! Can’t you see he’s injured?” Tiggy yelled in frustration. “Get some water for God's sake!”  The warden quickly made his way to the kitchen and filled a bowl with water, promptly bringing it back to where Tiggy waited.  Tears now streamed down the sides of Trent’s cheeks as his father kneeled down, gently wiping his face with a dampened cloth. 
“It’s okay son, you’re going to be just fine.” He said, forcing a smile as he turned back to Trent’s mother.  “I can’t find a mark on him, Nina.”  He commented, continually wiping away the blood and debris. 
Trent’s mother suddenly stepped back and placed her hand to her chest. “Dear Lord Tiggy...” She half whispered.  “Look at your hands…”  Trent’s father looked down at his bloodied hands, a puzzled look on his face as he turned them from side to side.  He hurriedly immersed his fingers in the basin, wincing in pain before quickly pulling them out again. Trent watched with horror as blood began rising from the many cuts and gashes on his father’s hands, wounds which he’d never felt at all.  Nina McStuart slowly placed a hand on her husband’s shoulder. 
“Darling,” she said, her voice now calm and controlled. “The blood is your own.”